Actually I
have meant to work this book out for my
WEM project; I have even started
with the summary (book 1 – 9). However, after finishing it, I just realized
that
The Confessions is more
philosophical and theological than autobiographical. The last four books (book
10 to 13) were so engaging, I have even forgotten what I’ve been through in the
earlier nine books. It seems like the four last books are the real core of
The Confessions. Thus I decided to not
continuing the usual three levels inquiries, and to write a (hopefully) decent
review for this inspiring book, instead. Oh, I don’t even know how to begin the
review, but I’m trying….
In the
autobiography part, Augustine analyzed his former life; from infant to
adolescence; how he has sinned; and how he struggled to find the ‘Truth’—you can
read
the chronology in my summary post. One of the most interesting
things from this part is that Augustine believed that man has sinned even from
his infant, when he is only one day old. Infant is demanding; it strives to get
what it wants by crying. Augustine thought that baby’s weakness is in its body,
not (yet) in mind. That is an extreme thinking, but it’s not fully nonsense
either. Children are egoist; they only think of their own needs. Isn’t that the
early stint of human selfishness? Isn’t human an individual creature? And aren’t
we still inheriting Adam’s sins before we are baptized?
About
baptism, Augustine also blamed his parents for not baptizing him as early as
possible; for he believed baptism would at least help him fighting his
‘wickedness’ as teenager. I agree with this; although baptism doesn’t always keep
someone from falling to sin as it depends also on his education and the society
where he grows up. But early baptism, when followed by strict guidance in moral
and faith, increases the chance to fight against the evil influence.
Augustine’s
biggest weakness, besides his thirst of knowledge, was in sexual desire. For
twelve or fourteen years (I forgot the exact number) he lived with a mistress
whom he loved very much. In Italy, it occurred to him that a marriage would
save him from this carnal lust. His mother, Monica, also rejoiced in his
decision, as she has been continually praying for his repentance. But for the
marriage, the woman he loved must be torn from his embrace. And this caused him
a severe broken heart; although in the end Augustine never married any other
woman, as he gave his soul wholly to God and His Church. I have actually just browsed
a novel by Jostein Gaarder, Vita Brevis:
A Letter to St. Augustine right after finishing The Confessions. Gaarder claimed that he had found an old
manuscript which was believed to be originally written by Augustine’s mistress,
a woman called Floria Aemilia. This would be an interesting reading, as she
questioned Augustine’s theology and philosophy, and her views could be taken as
an early feminism. But I would review it separately later….
Back to The Confessions, starting from book 10
Augustine slightly switched his writing from autobiography to philosophy and
theology, although they were still read as his confession. Book 10 contains his
motives of writing The Confessions
and the path he has taken to finally admit that only through the mediator of
Jesus Christ can men find and have unison with God, as men are so weak they
could not do it by their own power. In book 11 Augustine was philosophizes a
lot about mode and time of creation as is in the book of Genesis 1:1. He
ponders a lot (and quite tediously) on time: past, present, and future. Book 12
is the best part of all, as here he interprets God’s creation of ‘heaven and
earth’. He uses many allegories which enable the readers to follow his
thoughts. He admits that men have interpreted God’s creation of the universe in
many opinions, and no one can know the truth except God grant him it, but this
is his idea (if I understood him correctly):
When a
singer sings a song,
- His body
produces sound, while his soul forms it into tune.
- So sound is
formed in order to become tune.
- But sound and
tune exists at the same time.
That is an
allegory of Creation ala Augustine. In order to understand it, let us replace
sound with spiritual heaven and
earth; tune with corporeal heaven
and earth; and body with God.
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St. Augustine
at the moment of his religious conversion
by Jose Garcia
Hidalgo
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According to
Augustine,
heaven and earth in Gen
1:1—“In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth”—speaks about two
different existences. One is
spiritual—the
heaven of the angels etc., the other
corporeal—that
is our earth (heaven here could perhaps be taken as sky). So, the creation
according to Augustine could be perceived like this: God created the spiritual
heaven and earth at the same time as, and in order that, He created the
corporeal sky and earth. If only God’s creation could be explained as simple as
that…. Still in book 12, Augustine also discussed about the meaning of other creations:
water vs dry land, fish, fowls, the dark abyss and the light. He has completely
changed my view towards those verses; I was grateful to have read this book as
I was preparing that verses for my lector task on Easter vigil mass.
One post
would not be enough to share all my thoughts, but I must stop here at last. One
thing is sure: this is a very important and intense reading; tough but
beautiful. One can read this many times, and would perhaps form different
opinions on each reading. This book would also provide many materials for
interesting debates.
The Confessions was written in 397 – 400
AD, and St. Augustine’s thoughts have provided great influence over the
medieval era, when Roman Catholic Church was the center of institution. In all
aspects in which he analyzed his former life, Augustine always viewed his
actions and thoughts from God’s view; whether He approved this or that, and how
he has offended God by doing some sins. In one chapter he would lament over his
wickedness and ask God’s forgiveness, while in the next chapter he would praise
Him and rejoice because God has helped him to repent. The relationship of God
and human was still intimate; it was time when intellectual people pondered much
over religion and God’s existence.
Five stars
for this outstanding piece!
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I read the Dover Thrift paperback edition
This book is counted as: